Ending Psalm [Minha dor è se chosen]

Stipulations retract and descend into the whispers of the morning rain
Still I can’t confide in…
Confide in what you laid upon me
In what I felt inside… when…
You crept within me
In the Darkness I played your [fantasies]
In the light I carried your [insecurities]
And still I feel no acceptance
And still you deny my dreams
No means to break free
A watermarked face with no air [to breath]
Rubber hands
Sharpened teeth
My presence will never appear through the window
No one will see
You poisoned my beliefs
You stole my innocence
[I] —- now becomes—[We]
But you smile and say
Everything will be o.k.
Everythings right
I’m all you need
But you built this castle of fragile beliefs
Descolent shadows of a coarse muskrat fleet
You embrace me with dirty thoughts
Only to leave me with the warmth of burses that never heal
In this ballroom dress my essence defuses my demeanor
My trust you’ll never have
The truth is never to be revealed
The rain now turns to ice
Your words to stone
Slicing my ears
I…
I give resistance
Yet, still I have nothing to gain
I cannot confide in….
Elude myself with fallacies
Deny myself when…
You force yourself in…inside
I cannot confide in that feeling
The feeling when…
You crept…
To obey you commands
You watch in the shadows as I perform your demands
And still satisfaction is regressed
These walls are thick
No means to break free
A watermarked face with no air [to breath]
Rubber hands
Sharpened teeth
My presence will never appear through the window
No one will see me
You poisoned my beliefs
You stole my innocence
[I]— now become— [We]
But you smile and say
Everything will be o.k.
Everything right
I’m all you need
Till…

You walked away as the tide was rising
I could smell it’s freedom
My body will stay afloat

Si..         Silence…

Silenced by the sea again

My soul I shall not devote

05272003

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